I have a feeling that 2009 is going to be a good year. They say "it's always darkest before the dawn" and think that 2008 was a pretty 'dark' year. And, now that the dawn is upon me, i'm really happy. I haven't smiled so much in such a long time.

It's strange how someone you hardly know can have such an incredible impact on you. How someone you hardly know can make you smile just by looking at you. Since new year's eve, thing's are better. I think this is the dawn that I have been waiting for. This is the dawn that I deserve; I couldn't be happier. No one can put me down. Not even you and your asshole-ish ways.

With or with out you I am going to make this year the best year of my life.